Prayer Request – Anonymous – 01/03/2025

My oldest son, Daniel, left home on Jan. 2, 2007. I have not seen him since and have not heard from him since 2012, when he sent me a string of obscene emails, telling me how he hated me and my husband and blamed us for everything wrong in his life. (He either went to Christian school or was home-schooled. He USED to love the Lord and even set up a pulpit in the back yard and played church, preaching to all the kids on our street. We gave him tons of love, everything he needed and most of what he wanted. He started to be withdrawn and defiant in high school. When we last heard from him, he was living in a drug housed, doing hard drugs and was into Satanism.)
I have never stopped praying for him. I just wanted to know if he was alive or dead. My husband did some research and found he had legally changed his name and sex(Belle A. Donna, pronouns :she/they/xi and changed his FCC amateur radio call sign to K7LGB.) As I am not on Facebook, my friend looked him up. He was wearing a black dress, spilt up the sides, with fishnet stockings and arm covers and wearing cat ears. He has gained weight and looks to be about 350 lbs and has a receding hairline. His Facebook page states: “Free Palestine, destroy capitalism, free housing food and healthcare for all.” He also claims he can’t afford to go to school and no one will pay his way(when he graduated high school, near the top of his class, we offed to pay for college or trade school and the Navy wanted him for their nuke program and offered to give him a $50,000. sign on bonus. He refused them all, opting instead to sit in his room and look at porn. I kicked him out at 21.)
Could he have committed the unpardonable sin? Was he ever truly saved? How do I pray for him or is he too far gone?

~ Anonymous